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Euthanasia

floating softly above white clouds
memories fading but still familiar somehow
don’t want the gifts that life now has given
just want it all to go away now

the pain it comes and is here to stay
no roller coaster rides no rushing waves
but 1000 knives stabbing me all over
neck, toes, arms, hands and shoulders

to make the choice on my own
without any hope left, I am all alone
need your help to say goodbye
wipe those tears from your beautiful red eyes

dont be sorry, dont be sad
ive made the decision now, be glad
although i need your help you see
ill never forget our love, you and me

Its not murder when its given consent
ill sign the papers, now you do the rest
dont be scared, forget legalities
bring on my final, pain free fatality

a brief exchange between you and I
a wink, a nod, a final look into my lost eyes
the goodbye kiss like a final raindrop on my forehead
good to focus on that for my last moment

and as my eyelids weaken and fade
i feel the pain slowly float away
just like before above the clouds
but forever now, thank you, you’ve done me proud

Bee without a wing

single bee infront of me
lost, lonely, without a wing
flipping over like a mouse trap

panic must surely rise
primal fear in your bee’ly eyes
no journey now, your plans asunder
perched quiet here, one small blunder

wait for fate to deliver its hand
slowly or swiftly however it can
waiting patiently now, one last breath
as fates hand comes down upon your chest

your agony gone, your desires unfulfilled
but to have left you alone would have been more cruel

Sun

jigsaw pieces of you and i
fitted in between, everytime you leave the room, i loose a part of me
upon return

empty rooms, and coffee cups
the remnants of the day
empty office blocks still litup like it still midday

papers shredded,desk chairs cold
and computers on standby
so many decisions made, things to do and say on monday

looked out my window with its cracked wooden frame
with the sun shining down on me today
not long now till the sun fades away and night settles in

another day over time passes us by
like a swift cool river, just dont close your eyes
so many decisions, things to do and say – tomorrow

but right now iill just try and enjoy the sun
its easy when i have no where left to run

opened the front door, walked down the street
full of people id like to meet
but ill never likely see them again today or tomoorrw

so many rocks unturned, so many places to see
all these plans overwhelmin me
so many decisions, things to do and say – tomorrow

but right now iill just try and enjoy the sun
its easy when i have no where left to run

so dont worry, time will heal all wounds my friend
as we sit idly by and watch it all disappear
so dont worry as nothing is forvever now
and then all thats left is the love between you and i

so dont worry
so dont worry

so here im going now, its my long goodby
strange legacies playing in your minds ears and eyes
as i return to that cracked window frame
to see the sun again

so dont worry, time will heal all wounds my friend
as we sit idly by and watch it all disappear
so dont worry as nothing is forvever now
and then all thats left is the love between you and i

liszt

Grey mist and Shadowy flames
Let the water run on me again
Breathe the air for disinfectant
Ash fall down like gods frozen infectant

Put me on the Liszt
Put me on the Liszt

GoneTooSoon

Be here with me
Music on the radio transports me to you
to read your book and to hear our thoughts

I know you but have never met you
I’m sorry though i never wronged you
I wish I’d been there to protect you
But your message wouldn’t be the same

Your life was ahead of you
Gone with a flick of the flame
Can’t help but feel the shame
Of all the choices and life still left in me
Everyone is always gone too soon

I know you but have never met you
Your message still loud and clear
Your voice, your love your laughter
Still ringing in my ear

Let not in time be you forgotten
Your message still true today
But may you live on through us forever
In every single day

I love u like a sister
but failed u as a brother
Your painted eyes staring back at me
As though your standing right on front of me

For Anne Frank

More Time

This song was written after coming face to face with my own mortality, something that wakes you up from the routine slumber and makes you old beyond your years…

It was written with image of ‘what happens when the world stops spinning, and when the oxygen fades and we cant breathe anymore’ then what the fuck are we supposed to do?

Whilst the topic may seem morbid, the idea of having or wanting more time is the general theme… we always end up wanting more…

Lyrics: http://www.jamesscanlonmusic.com/2010/12/26/more-time-lyrics/