Tag Archive for life

Now

The clouds part
The sun cries down on me brightly
Drum and bass in my ears like a beating panicked heart

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The cool breeze I my hair like ghostly fingers through my soul…
This experience, the now, the existing right this second makes future woes and memories fade as sand through my fingers..¬† then a traffic horn defibrillates me.. and on with life we go…

Let Go (Lyrics)

VERSE
sit down and sit back
wait for time to pass you by
take over the feelings that i see behind your eyes
there is nothing i can do
as your lying there, crying on my bed
all i want to do is hold you
until all those sad thoughts are dead

CHORUS
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
somethings in life just can not be explained
in the blink of an eye so much can change
we’ll find the answers, you and me
together well conquer eternity
but for now in your sea of tears let everything go

VERSE
this is my prayer for you
that you hear it
that you can finally be free
from the empty bedrooms
and yellow tinged memories
tiny violin adagios
behind old family videos
like the ones we’ve all seen and heard before

CHORUS
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
somethings in life just cant be explained
with the blink of your eye see how you’ve changed
there’s still no answers but you will see
life flashing by so quickly
the surest and best answers truly lie
here between you and I

VERSE
this is my prayer for you
that you can let it go
like the sun bursting through the clouds
open your heart like a rose in the spring
feel the new life come flooding in
dry your eyes cry no more,
they’ve spilled from the bed to the wooden floor
finally now i get to hold you
and pushed those sad thoughts out the door

CHORUS
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
sometimes in life you just gotta let everything go
somethings in life just cant be explained
in the blink of an eye so much can change
we’ve found the answers you and I
letting go of all thats been denied
Finally now we look to the future
sometimes in life you just have to let everything go
sometimes in life you just have to let everything go

Euthanasia

floating softly above white clouds
memories fading but still familiar somehow
don’t want the gifts that life now has given
just want it all to go away now

the pain it comes and is here to stay
no roller coaster rides no rushing waves
but 1000 knives stabbing me all over
neck, toes, arms, hands and shoulders

to make the choice on my own
without any hope left, I am all alone
need your help to say goodbye
wipe those tears from your beautiful red eyes

dont be sorry, dont be sad
ive made the decision now, be glad
although i need your help you see
ill never forget our love, you and me

Its not murder when its given consent
ill sign the papers, now you do the rest
dont be scared, forget legalities
bring on my final, pain free fatality

a brief exchange between you and I
a wink, a nod, a final look into my lost eyes
the goodbye kiss like a final raindrop on my forehead
good to focus on that for my last moment

and as my eyelids weaken and fade
i feel the pain slowly float away
just like before above the clouds
but forever now, thank you, you’ve done me proud

Softly

memories pain of times forgotten
come flodding back to overwhelm
good times to dull the present sense
wonder of times passed so quickly

softly the winds of time do caress
all that i have beheld
to send it away and not to care
to disappear into the night

the constant beat of life is time
and that beating will be my very end

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LifeTime

i see faces go by, whom ill never see again
days come and go without a question of why
and so i ask whats the point, why are we here
how can i control these dying fears

so many things to be done
so many places to see
all the people whom have influenced me
need i do more, time flitters by
so simple really, in the blink of an eye

i wish just once more i could meet them all again
wish i could see their faces and rekindle those friends
to talk about nothing to discuss things gone by
to reminsce on old times together and party till we cry

in 100 years time the world will have changed,
for the better or worse, only god can arrange
its not dying i fear, but more the panic of time
so much to do, so little to time in which to thrive
is it worth studying, and working till we bleed,
should i be off to africa to live in the trees

Have i done enough i ask, have i truly made a change
have i touched another life as only god could arrange
well no i guess, surely, there must be more
no devils just yet though, knocking at my door

so i sit here in dismay at what little time i do have,
it could be 50 or 80 years, but its still not enough
I wont see the world in 100 years time
i wont see the grandkids learn more than i tried

(updated 30072009)

i wont see our sun, fade and die,
wont see us travel beyond the edge of time
wont be here to see it all through to the end
what things ive left untied, better now make amends

so here it is at the end of all things
see it all through as far as i can
miss you i will but cry for me not
ive had my turn now its time for you lot

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Bee without a wing

single bee infront of me
lost, lonely, without a wing
flipping over like a mouse trap

panic must surely rise
primal fear in your bee’ly eyes
no journey now, your plans asunder
perched quiet here, one small blunder

wait for fate to deliver its hand
slowly or swiftly however it can
waiting patiently now, one last breath
as fates hand comes down upon your chest

your agony gone, your desires unfulfilled
but to have left you alone would have been more cruel

Blue Rose (Lyrics)

everywhere i go
all the things i see
time is standing still
waiting just for me
to make a decision
and do something bigger
than myself for once

high paying jobs
but not the right place
wise career moves
to no happier space
large mansions
and red porches are fading fast
why be rich with superficial masks

everyday im getting further from where i wanna be
stuck in the daily work routine like worker bee
sick of the hive and I need to get out
need a change not sure what lifes about
anymore

looking for my blue rose
looking for my blue rose
blue rose

wooden framed photographs
happier memories
of a time when there was no status anxiety
no pressure to be something more
to make big career moves and forget our child hood

flashing tv screens with have and have nots
billboard like clots in my brain do they rot
and rape the ideas that ive set out before me
and show me more of what i simply dont need

i want a smoother ride though i only learn from the lumps
when i get what i want i only really want something else
sick of the hive and I need to get out
need a change not sure what lifes about
anymore

looking for my blue rose
looking for my blue rose
blue rose

Always Be With You (lyrics)

Always Be With You
This song is for all friends and family the same, my extended network reflecting my name.

Verse1
so of all these places we’ve been to and laughs we’ve had
plane flights to exotic unknown lands
new countries and cities and people to see every day – ho ho yeah
everywhere i go everything i do, new places remind me of us and of you
bring on the change but take the pain away , its time in my life to rearrange
so did you know? but did you know? yeah yeah

Chorus1
ill always be with you, no matter where you are
so ill always be with you in the corners of your beautiful mind
ill always be with you, no matter where you are
yeah ill always be with you – as your always with me

Verse2
their smile, their eyes but your face in the croud
pull back the shutters shine a light in the shroud
comfort found familiarities simply mean Im missing you
yeah i miss your smile and all the things that you love
gentle reminders of your warmpth and touch
human jigsaw pieces of you everywhere but only secretely for me
so keep me in your thoughts
but set those memories free yeah

Chorus2
ill always be with you, oh, no matter where you are
ill always be with you woo oh oh a yeah
a piece of me travels with you (with you) when you remember my name (remember my name)
yeah ill always be with you (with you with you), yeah yeah
no matter where you are

Verse3
long term friendships picked up where they left
nothing really changes but time leadened steps
and the frequency of the round dial of your age delay
liberation from heavy posession, new life the pain of growth and change
so say hello to something different, broken shards of life are yours to arrange
so did you know? oh did you know! yeah yeah

Chorus3
ill always be with you, no matter where you are
ill always be with you in the corners of your beautiful mind
a piece of me travels with you when you remember my name
yeah ill always be with you, (with you with you) yeah yeah (no matter where you are)

Outtro
keep me in your thoughts as I keep you in mine
but let each memory float free
tomorrow is coming for you and for me
look to the moon at night as we are connected by its silvery light
and then well be together again
together again

End
and ill always be with you….

Sun

jigsaw pieces of you and i
fitted in between, everytime you leave the room, i loose a part of me
upon return

empty rooms, and coffee cups
the remnants of the day
empty office blocks still litup like it still midday

papers shredded,desk chairs cold
and computers on standby
so many decisions made, things to do and say on monday

looked out my window with its cracked wooden frame
with the sun shining down on me today
not long now till the sun fades away and night settles in

another day over time passes us by
like a swift cool river, just dont close your eyes
so many decisions, things to do and say – tomorrow

but right now iill just try and enjoy the sun
its easy when i have no where left to run

opened the front door, walked down the street
full of people id like to meet
but ill never likely see them again today or tomoorrw

so many rocks unturned, so many places to see
all these plans overwhelmin me
so many decisions, things to do and say – tomorrow

but right now iill just try and enjoy the sun
its easy when i have no where left to run

so dont worry, time will heal all wounds my friend
as we sit idly by and watch it all disappear
so dont worry as nothing is forvever now
and then all thats left is the love between you and i

so dont worry
so dont worry

so here im going now, its my long goodby
strange legacies playing in your minds ears and eyes
as i return to that cracked window frame
to see the sun again

so dont worry, time will heal all wounds my friend
as we sit idly by and watch it all disappear
so dont worry as nothing is forvever now
and then all thats left is the love between you and i

New Horizons (Lyrics)

Here we are now baby
better than before
Times together ending
New times are on the shore

Everything you wanna say
Is written on your face
So onward new horizons
For me and you everyday

Of new horizons
as far as the eye can see
Of new beginnings
New life standing here for you and me
Of new horizons

massive challenges today 
Keep the world spinning round
Can’t have ups without the downs
gotta get this way then dig urself out
So onward new horizons
For me and you everyday

Of new horizons
as far as the eyes can see
Of new beginnings
New life standing here for you and me
Of new horizons

Feel the new life
Feel the new life
Feel the new life